I do not lie awake at night, longing for a thinner body or some life that lies 100 pounds out of reach. I do not struggle with self-esteem or negative body image. At my high school graduation, I wore a red wrap top in the highest size I could find at the time-a women’s 24.įor me, the size of my body is a simple fact. Three years ago, I weighed just over 400 pounds and wore a size 30 or 32, depending on the cut of the clothing. My body mass index (BMI) describes my body as “super morbidly obese” or “extremely obese.” Although my body is not the fattest in existence, it is the fattest the BMI can fathom. As I write this, I weigh 342 pounds and wear a women’s size 26. Not chubby or fluffy or husky or curvy - fat.
Someone easier, prettier, cooler, and, of course, someone thinner.
This beautiful life belonged to someone else, and he deserved someone better. I started researching jobs, and he started looking for apartments.īut every time I imagined our future, I couldn’t imagine myself. We would lie together in his tiny bed and daydream of my postgraduation move to Boston. Over time our Boston rendezvous turned into weekends at his apartment. I figure if I keep looking at them, I’ll start to believe it. He put the letters up around his bedroom mirror. I wrote back on thick paper, sometimes sprayed with perfume. His love letters landed like a blow, knocking the wind out of me.
He wrote me letters nearly every day, and I responded like clockwork. We lived two states away from each other and on the weekends would meet in the middle in Boston, spending long days together. He had started testosterone shortly before we met, and the double-exposed photos seemed to show his body as a specter as the hormones took root. Haunting photographs hung on the walls, a ghostly kind of self-portrait of his changing body. And once you come in willing to fuck a BBW’s fat pussy she’s gonna grab you and she’s not going to let you go until she’s satisfied, and even if you fight you will find it useless because them fatties are strong! But there won’t be a reason to scape once your dick gets in a fatty’s throat or pussy, as the warmth and pleasure you’ll get is absolutely amazing.My first love went to art school, and early in our courtship he invited me to a student show of his photography. That’s why they end up being incredibly horny and with insatiable lust, because they simply don’t see as much action as they would like. But the thing they don’t know is that having sex with a fatty is one of the best things that can ever happen to you because just as there are those who refuse to sleep with big girls, there are big girls dying to get some attention and some love. Because everybody knows that in today’s society it’s frowned upon to have sex with fat women, especially in our shallow masculinity that says that if you don’t fuck a hot girl (by today’s standards) you’re a loser and all that crap. Only the prettiest BBWs are here, so start watching all these videos and having the time of your life! I mean, it’s all fine with skinny girls, as long as they don’t get skinny just because they want to be like on the magazines, but there’s something about plum babes that’s just too good and the comparison is useless because a skinny girl will never give you as much pleasure and as much enjoyment as a hot BBW in all her greatness and lustfulness. The pretty and chubby girls in here are definitely going to give you one hell of a time, riding your cock like nobody else has done before and making you enjoy in ways you thought it couldn’t be possible.
BBW stands for Big Beautiful Woman and that’s what you will see in this place: big, plump and gorgeous women who don’t care about being a skinny model, they just enjoy life to the fullest, knowing that there are men who appreciate a woman not for being an anorexic slut who think beauty is all about being slim.